More Release Work
Been doing extra shifts of "spirit release" lately. Mostly children.
One interesting experience I was drawn into the darkness to meet with three small children (1 boy & two girls) and their caretaker...(a teenage girl about 16 I'd say). The we're all Caucasian and dressed in Victorian era clothing. I did my best to converse with the children, but the caretaker was extremely protective of them, and would barely allow it; on top of that she was very aloof. xenophobic almost. "Sheltered" perhaps is a better term.
I did manage to find out that she was solely in charge of the children for the "weekend". The parents had an emergency out of town and were unable to take the children with them. I was also able to ask her who the president was...to which she responded "Garfield" (that places them in a small window of time, since Garfield was only in office six months during 1881). She began getting perturbed at my questions and wouldn't give me any names. She began gathering the children up and ushering them off to avoid me. Wherever we happen to be there was no landscape...just darkness, and the vague, rough outline of shapes...furniture, buildings, etc. but nothing clear. As if it had all been greatly forgotten and only the thin threads of remembrance was loosely weaving together a vague environment.
I caught up to her one last time, and cornered her using a more authoritative voice, which she responded to better. I had to get on with the work at hand...making her aware of the fact that she was dead...which I'll mention is not easy or pleasant work. I came right out and asked her if she knew that?!? Is typical she avoided the idea of it, but there's always a shift in energy that makes it clear it's registered, and there is thinking going on about it. I can always sense a shuffle in their minds as they attempting to place the idea. She kept insisting she knew nothing about 'that'. That she worked for the children's parents, and that she was in charge of caring for them, protecting them while they were gone. Much time was wasted validating that in order to create some trust, but she refused to tell if there'd been any 'situation' that might have led to the death of all four of them. I kept getting the word "fire", but she refused to work with me on that level.
It's interesting to get the information, and it's helpful/cathartic to get the spirit to re-live the experience and release it, but it's not *necessary* for release. So, I skipped all that and moved right to the part where you hook the wandering entities up with a guide...typically family members. The girl was concerned that the parents hadn't returned...that it did seem to her that they'd been away longer then planned. I asked her (besides the children) if there was anyone around she recognized?!? She said there were too many people to see through them all. (This is important later.) I asked her to take her time and look again...look for the parents. A minute passed before she suddenly burst out that she could see them...waving. I didn't have to convince her to go to them, she was already rounding up the children again...and heading off in their direction.
(success).
I've found that "releases" happen (for me in sets)...so it wasn't unexpected that another spirit walked in as the others left. Two spirits...a teenage boy, and his younger brother. Native American. Pretty much the same scenario...try to ground them a little, open them up, and mostly distract them from whatever ideas they're caught up in. That seems to be the stumbling block...that these spirits don't realize they're dead, and in that they are on a very short loop, that keeps cycling round; caught up in some sort of senseless drama that they can't step out of. That's my job...to break the cycle for a moment, and get them to look at other things. The boys were able to find their grandparents and tripped off joyfully in that direction.
(success).
I didn't expect what happened next. I noted the darkness already, which continued up till this point...then a small amount of light was shed on the environment, and I was suddenly aware that I was surrounded by disembodied spirits. Real life experience I can only compare it to Walt Disney World. Tens of thousands mulling around me, and a good thousand of them coming at me for assistance. Unfortunately it was just too much excitement; too many talking at once...all desperately in search of family, friends, and pets. Too many questions and a good deal of pulling in one direction then another...that snapped me out of the trance and back into body.
Wanted: Spirit Release Workers
Round the Clock hours. No days off. No pay.
Lots of Karma Points!
Must be able to handle disorientation, be selflessly-motivated, and open-minded.
Candidates for this position: Social Outcasts who aren't afraid of the dark!
