Podcast 2 (Archons, Lucid Dreaming & more ramblings)

Still so very lame, but...fun...in a way. I don't do a lot of stuff for myself that's fun. It's all very much, nose pressed against the workbench, sewing machine, or monitor. I'm able to see clearly where this is actually something healthy for me...these podcasts. I get to work on my throat chakra, and the ridiculousness of self-doubt, and inhibitions. I get the opportunity to just place myself out there...for no reason. And...the lack of feedback is great! Nothing at all "exterior" for me to deal with. For now.

Anyway...mostly I wanted to share my experience & wisom with the podcasting. Not sure I'm doing that yet? For now...it's like a therapeutic, pre-establishing thing for myself. I've moved so far away from defining things....everything has become so murky, and un-confined for me. I have a difficult time saying it's "good", but it is NEW...all this strangeness of having to use words, and contain stuff in points, thoughts, theories. More of an experiment for me. Not to mention lots of experiment with the software!!! Not of very good quality, these podcasts.....ah well. too bad I guess :/

Still not sure any of it is worth listening to............yet. ;)